?

Is speaking about truth, about how the world works, the reason why this is happening to me?

Did they really expect me to be this good?

Are they as shocked as I am?

The cover of all those magazines making nodding references to me; they didn't expect that, did they? Could they?

The world knows. So why?

I have no idea, but it's embarrassing the shit out of a lot of people, I think

I want to go home to B